Time.....Sometimes time goes quickly...sometimes it stands still. As I get older it speeds up and my reference of when things have happened fades. But have you noticed that children are so good at remembering when things happened because they can reference it to a year in school, or an event in their life?
2 years ago TODAY our lives changed....exactly 730 days ago was when we first heard the ugliest word we've ever heard...LEUKEMIA. The girls remember exactly where they were and they even remember where we ate that night. It's a blur for me. That day we heard that Dave had leukemia and it explained a whole lot of his mysterious infections from so many years before, or so we assume. At that point, we were told that Dave's numbers were at a good point where he did not need any treatment...but it could change at any time....and it did.
Never did it ever cross my mind that less than 2 years later I would be writing a blog about my journey as a widow...my journey as a single mom....my journey that is NOT my choice to take...but I will follow where the Lord leads me...but I'm not going to say I like it..and I'm thankful God loves me in spite of myself...
His eye is on the sparrow...and I know He watches me.....
This is a wonderful idea. It helps so much to just put your thoughts down and to release them. Your journey was my journey. God's love will see you through it.
ReplyDeleteThis is beautiful. I am proud of you for taking the step to write. I think you will find that God will work great healing moments in you as your process thoughts and feelings into words. I love you.
ReplyDeleteExpressing yourself by writing can be a cleansing experience, to just get it down. It will be an honor to take this journey with you!
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